Is it okay to be stressed out about sounding too stuck up? I don’t think so; but, if I am wrong, I will regret telling someone whose opinion of me matters a lot, that the expensive, tasty- pastry treats she bought at a special shop tasted like they had Vaseline in them. Yuck! Otherwise , I do my job well. I hope she thinks so, because I am going to apply for the position full time, instead of just as a sub… Wish me luck! I hope that it will be good timing for me, at the time I contact my boss on Monday. I didn’t see the listing on Edjoin, I heard about it from the lady I said that to…at work, and the other Tchrs.Asst.S! I will be the happiest person in the world if I get it…if not, I am gonna blame it on somebody else and be sad. Gawd, I hope I am not too late….You are the only one I have told this to……like you really are a person…as if? No one reads my blogs ( just like no one talks to me anymore, or seems to have anything to say to me that is what I want to hear and helpful ….unless it is my work) , anyway! LOL I am sure going to be happy once work picks up, that is all I have to look forward to …it seems! And, I do!! Don’t forget to Praise The Lord!! Thank You Jesus for this opportunity and all of my many MORE THAT WILL BE GIVEN TO ME IN THE FUTURE BY TRUSTING IN YOU.AMEN.
I guess The Lord and I decided that I had too many other things going on that I liked, and I didn’t follow up on this job opening. I may see what is happening with it soon. But, I don’t know if it is already too late. Today I worked at a great class in a different district…and it was also my favorite one to go to of all time. Every class I take…is my “favorite” one. As odd as that sounds, it is true. I enjoy what I do.
And another thing, that the Lord has taught me from this experience…that I am full of shit because…I did not even think about what to expect if I were to get a job working at anther district(s) weeks in advance…like I was….immediately after I wrote this…that I accepted…therefore….I was obligated elsewhere anyway…and wasn’t going to consider a full time job anywhere….which had something to do with this. Okay, so what happens, then, once..I find out I am no longer needed at the other job…to me? Do I call for a full time job from “last year”? They didn’t call me….or think I cared, right? LOL What am I left with? Nothing. The Lord knows…that is stupid!! Oh well…That job would not have been given to me anyway…because I said the pastries tasted like they had Vaseline in them…LMAO. It is not too late though to see if they need a sub there again some day in the future. See if it wasn’t for The Lord….I wouldn’t a known how stupid I was and how grateful I am for His Salvation….it will all work out…next time…I will act differently when I need something really badly -LIKE A FULL TIME JOB!